I think I have PMS. I seem to be having these angry mood swings, which isn't too healthy. But today, I've been finding myself mad and swearing a lot in my head at things. Maybe it's the Grapes of Wrath I'm reading. For some reason, I can see myself through Tom Joad. It's almost like I'm right there with them, travelling to California, then getting kicked out by all the police. Man, that pisses me off! Everytime Tom says he wants to beat one of those cops up, I'm hoping he does, because that's what I feel like doing. Grrrrr, arghhh. Also, I hate my orchestra class right now. Some of the people in there annoy me. I think it's the fact that they're almost all (except 5 people) freshman, sophomores, or juniors, and they act like they're the best players in town. Now don't get me wrong, there are some nice people, like my stand partner, and some other people that I've known for some time now, but everyone else is pissing me off. People play and talk when they're not supposed to. It's not very hard to shut your trap when Mrs. Winter says to. When we tune, certain people always have to tune for an extra 2 minutes while the whole class is waiting for them. I believe they purposely make their instrument out of tune so they can tune in front of the class. Some people are just so phony.

And also, my Spanish class is horrible. There's one guy in there, who I dislike very much, that made a comment to the orchestra class as we passed by in the halls after practice. I swear, some people are really asking for it one of these days. If this guy were trapped in a well, I'd throw stuff down at him.

Maybe I should get into a fight and just release all this anger. I might explode if I don't.

Any suggestions?!?!!?