February is here. The month of love...shucks. I've been lazy and haven't written anything for awhile. Cal reminded me, so I'm going to get off my butt and update this badboy.

It was a very very long week, possibly the longest week in the history of weeks. I had to give a speech and act a part from Death of a Salesman in front of the class. However, I did get to spend lots of time with my friends, which was very cool. Good just to go out and eat and hang out for lunch or after school.

So here's whats been going through my head for the past week. It's a horrible feeling. I'm starting to realize that I've only got 5 more months with my friends. I won't be truly sad until June, but I'm seeing now that the people I've gone to school with day in and day out for the past 4 years won't be there next year. I am glad to leave Lowell, but I'm not glad to leave my friends. I'm guessing only a small percentage of my friends will go to the same college as me, and I won't see the majority of people ever again. I think it's naive of me to think that people will be free during breaks or summer. After this past week where I spent time with certain friends, I wish I did that with them in freshman year. I might've missed my chance. But things were different freshman year, and people were different. So there, I miss out on someone and move on.

Time to study and then off to basketball. Goodbye.